Sure? Unsure?

"When I was young I was sure of everything; in a few years, having been mistaken a thousand times, I was not half so sure of most things as I was before; at present, I am hardly sure of anything but what God has revealed to me."
~ John Wesley

So which one is better? Haha =p

Not good

not good... the darn chest pain is coming back...
must have been too stressed up.
... feeling it even right now ....

is my times up soon? =p



p/s: pray for my mom & sis too, they too are not well at the moment...

Screaming in the dark

Thank God for the 3 hours of nap, because I need it, badly... Was so freaking tired since last Saturday... So I went straight to my bed once I touch base! ( My bed already keep calling me when I was on my way sending gloria home ~~ )

Woke up at 9 something, no appetite for dinner, just had a bowl of my favorite barley tong sui, but didn't even manage to finish it...

Feeling not well... my gastric is coming back...
It's kinda funny when I think of it, because the doctor's diagnosis of my gastritis' rootcause is due to psychological factor, such as stress & emotional issues... Which is the only 2-3% from the statistics...
Wow, I'm a minority =p

Tried screaming out my heart desires, but no reply... in the dark...

I guess I still have not trust enough.

Diex aye...


Yep, this is the dark side of me...

Me too is an emo kid >.<

Can someone read my mind??