Dear God,
It had been really long, that I did not write to you...
I am sorry for this... Please forgive me for being so ignorant, so selfish...
Failure and disappointment sometimes lead me to despair. I hide behind my pride and self-pity, withdrawing from you and others. Give me the hope I need and help me never to be afraid to begin again.
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Tell God all that is in your heart, as one unloads one's heart, its pleasures and its pains, to a dear friend. Tell Him your troubles, that He may comfort you; tell Him your joys, that He may sober them; tell Him your longings, that He may purify them; tell Him your dislikes, that He may help you conquer them; talk to Him of your temptations, that He may shield you from them: show Him the wounds of your heart, that He may heal them; lay bare your indifference to good, your depraved tastes for evil, your instability. Tell Him how self-love makes you unjust to others, how vanity tempts you to be insincere, how pride disguises you to yourself and others.
~ Francois Fenelon ~
惜别·牧师——黄迪华会督
2 years ago
1 brainwave:
yeah... I am suffering skin rashes now and sometimes couldn't stand with the irresistible itchiness. Yesterday I asked hubby in very upset mood to pray for me. I said to him that I will pray for myself too. I asked him again, "Will Father in heaven heal me?" He said,"Sure He will. You know He loves you." I believe in him, and definitely believe in Him.
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