My Desktop

A tag to share with others how my desktop looks like...


This is desktop of my work laptop, and I have already "personalize" it... Hehe!
My wallpaper is... kinda guyish... Haha! A graphic wallpaper from LOTR the movie.

Er... My desktop is kinda messy at the moment...

Usually I will have:
> the 5 normal desktop shortcuts icon at the 1st vertical row from the left
> those 2 weird icon at the 2nd row is the tools that I used to connect to my work-related database
> 3rd row is the task that I need to get it done, put there so that I won't forget
> my Recycle Bin is always at the lower right corner

The cluster of 5 files at the lower left corner are:
> those event posters I got from Nigel that I have yet to upload to PYP Website
> the Excursion to PD parents' consent form
> not to forget the PFC Camp Site Layout nicely drawn by Vincent
These are the files that I need to do something about it or to go through before I place them in the document folder.

And I am very particular with my Quick Lauch toolbar, those applications that I often used will be place there & launch from there. Therefore it was arranged in a specific & particular order. And I have set my Toolbar to be able to display 2 rows...

So what else you need to know?
As you can see, the applications that currently running are
> Lotus Notes - the company email tool (normally people use OutLook)
> Gmail - the personal email tool ^.^
> couples of folders & Excel files that I'm working on for my work
> and you also can see that I'm chatting with Yi En & David on msn... =p
> my blog cos I'm updating it now...

That's all!

I got this tag from Amilia, and I gonna pass it on to Yvonne, Iviane & Alvin.

My FaceBook!

FaceBook is fun! Haha!
Finally decided to join since recommended by David, Anne & Lydia...
Now kinda addicted to it, why? Show you some funny notification / status updates that I have recieved:

YeeLing FightPoked someone. 5:24pm
You became Soo Jen Ruw's pimp.

You toilet-paper'd Anne Foo Wai Ling.(September 25 9:18pm)

You had a panda seduce Lydia Chin.(September 25 9:17pm)

You engaged David Lian in a light-sabre duel.(September 25 9:15pm)

Lydia Chin is fighting with YeeLing Lee because you don't love me anymore... :o(
YeeLing's response: Who said I dont! Whack u for not believing in me!
This fight ends in about 8 hours, and You are currently manhandling Lydia with a team worth 5.0 street credit against Lydia's 0.0

YeeLing was attacked by Dixon's Vampire Warrior! 8:03pm
YeeLing's Vampire Bride was attacked by Dixon's Vampire Warrior and Dixon seriously put some hurt on YeeLing. Dixon won an additional 2 Vampire points. Seriously.

YeeLing turned someone into a Vampire! 8:20pm
YeeLing bit Nigel and turned them into a Vampire!

Lydia Chin Dares You To Lick a Toilet Seat

Nigel Sia Dares You To Shave Off Your Eyebrows

YeeLing has Double Dared friends! 6:36pm
Double Dared Lydia Chin To Moon Somebody, Anybody

YeeLing has Double Dared friends! 12:22am
Double Dared Jason Boey Yue-Xuan To Take 3 Shots of Maple Syrup and Hop Around Like a Bunny

YeeLing has Double Dared friends! 11:07pm
Double Dared Yi Sung Yong To Wear Underwear On Your Head and Pretend to be a Ninja

YeeLing has Double Dared friends! 11:06pm
Double Dared Nigel Sia To Tell your Parents You're Pregnant

YeeLing updated what she did today. 6:34pm
Today, I ... ate Indian food with BiBi ^.^

YeeLing has held hands with Lydia Chin. 2:32am

YeeLing has bitten Yvonne Yong. 2:32am

Lydia Chin has cast a spell on YeeLing.

YeeLing has bitten Dixon Leong using SuperPoke! 9:48pm

YeeLing has cast a spell on Jeffrey Chen using SuperPoke! 9:26pm

YeeLing has drunk dialed Anne Foo Wai Ling using SuperPoke! 8:00pm

YeeLing has used the force on Nigel Sia using SuperPoke! 7:59pm

YeeLing has thrown a fish at Yvonne Yong using SuperPoke! 7:58pm

Hehehe... Seems fun eh? ;)

Faith vs Fate

It had been quite some times since my last post, not in a mood of blogging, kinda afraid my negative emotions will spread to others...
But this post, too is a negative one... Ha! Sorry, I'm just being me...

Watched a show today, the ending was sad.
So got a liltle bit depressed at the mo...
It just remind me of how things in life won't happen according to the way you want it to be - no matter how hard you tried; but yet you've got no choice but to go through it.

人生 - 无奈; 做女人 - 更无奈...

When faith vs fate, what we gotta remember is - "for men, it is faith; for God, it is fate"
And we all have a decision to make, a path to choose.
I wonder what is await for me at my "destiny"?

Dear God, help us, and help me!
Help us not only learn to go through life, but to grow through life.
And I am tired, restore me...
Help me to see it through Your eyes...

Gone... All of them...

Have not login to my Yahoo mail for months, didn't know they deactivated my account without any warning... Didn't know once your account is deactivated, they will delete all your emails just like that...

That means all the old precious emails was gone... All of em... Gone...

That means all the email correspondance with raymond was gone...

I hate Yahoo mail, for being so unconsiderate, not even a reminder or warning email...

I hate myself, how could I overlook this...

I hate this, for nothing I could do to retrieve them back, I really hate this...

2-in-1 Tag...

Got tagged by both Amilia & Yann, but am pretty caught up lately =(
So lets see what I can do... Hmmm... I'll just combine both tags la, kekeke...
"Things come in Five" + "Seven" = "FIVE" >.<

Five things to be done before my death
1. to see my family get to know God
2. make my love ones proud of me
3. travel with those special someone (can have broad defination for 'special') =p
4. out of debt
5. smiling...

Five things i will not do even if it kills me
1. losing "myself"
2. losing freedom
3. not sleeping
4. cuddle a cat
5. play with insect

Five things i do when i'm away from the public
1. be myself
2. sleep all i want
3. day dreaming
4. talk/rant to God
5. having imaginary friend

Five favourite sentences/quotes
1. celaka
2. ar?
3. i'm so stupid...
4. babi
5. huh?

Five fav songs from all time
1. home
2. all over again
3. 屋顶
4. 情非得已
5. it is well with my soul

Five things you wish you didn't do if you did
1. hurting ppl that love me
2. hurting ppl that i love
3. playing with fire
4. & get myself burn
5. saying/doing stupid things

Fix Me

When I try my best, but I don't succeed
When I get what I want, but not what I need
When I feel so tired, but I can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down I face
When I lose something I can't replace
When I love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Your lights will guide me home
And ignite my soul
And You are trying to fix me

High up above or down below
When You love me too much to let me go
I will never know even if I try
Am I really worth?

Your lights will guide me home
And ignite my soul
And You are trying to fix me

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Suddenly wanna try to edit the lyrics of the song I was listening in my random playlist...
Haha, I know my work kinda suckish, trying to diplay my zero creativity at 12am =p
Ok la, it's bed time =) Good night!

Dear God, hold me close tonight...

One word/sentence

Tag from Amilia about "One word/sentence", but by the time this tag reaches me, it is already a Tuesday post... =p
And I found out that we have a few things in common.

Where is your cell phone? In the drawer
Relationship? Hmm... it's complicated... haha
Your hair? A lil messy
Work? -ing
Your sister? Now at Johor with my cutie nieces
Your favorite thing? Sleeping
Your dream last night? I seldom dream
Your favorite drink? U wont wanna know... hehe
Your dream car? Any nice Honda will do
The room you’re in? "Freezer office"
Your shoes? Viss
Your fears? Being lost
What do you want to be in 10 years? Out of debts and happier
Who did you hang out with this weekend? PYP
What are you good at? Spark up scandals
What are you not good at? Self-control
Muffin? Yes, whynot
One of your wish list items? Wisdom
Where you grew up? Kay-Elle
Last thing you did? Makan lunch
What are you wearing? Turtle-neck top & skirt
What aren’t you wearing? My access card, left in in the car
Your pet? Nah...
Your computer? Dell Latitude D620
Your life? Lost in tribulations
Your mood? Moody
Missing? Something
What are you thinking about right now? Is there a way out of this?
Your car? At the parking lot
Your kitchen? Good - under the maintenance of my dear mummy
Your summer? It's Malaysia la...
Your favorite color? Purple!
Last time you laughed? Yesterday night during camp meeting
Last time you cried? I dont want to remember
School? Ya, I've been to school... duh...
Love? Something I tried so hard to understand

Next victim > Carol, Ee May & Jeff
Kekekeke! Have fun...

God answers prayer...

There are four ways God answers prayer:
1) No, not yet;
2) No, I love you too much;
3) Yes, I thought you'd never ask;
4) Yes, and here's more.

I know there is absolutely nothing I can do right now, other than crying out to you.
God, please help me...
Help me to keep trusting in You, that You love me and will never give up on me.