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Why Oh Why?

As I was screaming in my heart many many questions "Why these things have to keep happening?" "Why I have to carry this burden for so long?" So many "Why o why?"...

A brother send this song to me, a beautiful song that help to soothe my broken heart. Thank you!

It remind me that imperfection - that’s what I am , but yet God loves me. Therefore there is still a reason to love, I should learn to love him the same too...
Give me the courage to go on, because I have You.

I hope to see the day when he will be saved and be included in the family of God =)
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What pleases you the most?

Today during a casual conversation, my friend asked me a good question, "What pleases you the most?"

I told him, without the need of worrying and thinking pleases me the most, being with the loved one pleases me the most.

Sometimes, I really worry too much, that means, I still didn't trust enough...
"Don't trust to hold God's hand; let Him hold yours. Let Him do the holding, and you the trusting."
I believe I already found the One that is able to give me all that I need, but am I letting Him in control?


So, what pleases you the most? =)
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Happy Father's Day 2008

We had our Father's Day celebration last Sat, while my sis and family is still in KL.
Brought them to Lookout Point Bread & Olive, their first time there ;)
But I think I forgot to call my brother to join in... Ops! Haha!

Some picture we took :)

The KL skyline, my family are impressed
The Teng sisters, cute right?
My nieces & ISis and family
Mom & Dad =)
The FOOD! Only 1 decent picture, the rest forget to take... Haha!

Some video I took for Yuan Yuan:
(note: I wasn't the one that humming the Barney song ar...)

Yuan Yuan in action 1



Yuan Yuan in action 2


But the bad thing, we have to leave in hurry cos of the sudden bugs attack! Stupid bugs...

Anyway, I am thankful for good moment we had together as a family.
And... despites of the shortcomings (Well, no one is perfect, neither do I!), I shall still thank my Dad for being the breadwinner for the family for umpteenth years =)
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The Power of Love

I throw my painful back at the driver seat after long hours of coding & scripting at work, then I take a look at the clock, it was already 8:50pm... "Argh! I am so tired..."

Suddenly a thought caught my attention, I picked up my handphone and start calling my mom, tell her that I'm on my way home, and do expect me to be late for dinner. I think I have never call home to inform whenever I'm late, usually mom will be the one that called after certain time if I'm not home yet. And she often complaint that I am too carefree to call home every time I'm expect to be late.

I remembered once Raymond shared this in PD Camp 2006, during the "Battle of the Sexes" closing; he said, people often thought a person should be full of energy when he/she started off their day in the morning, but it was the contrary, he find greater strength when he go home each night, when he looked at the wife and the daughter, the person that he love most...

It's just so true =)
After the phone call, I felt very much refreshed. Suddenly I'm not tired anymore, because I remembered, people that I love most (and love me most) is waiting for me at home...

The driving force out of love is simply amazing. It was the same driving force that keep me going for all these years, else I would have given up as I struggle in this tough reality. Life is really tough!

As my thought go on, I remembered the loving act of Christ...

It was the power of the love - the love He had for sinners like us, that keep him going; from the false accusation & betrayal to the trial, from the trial to the flogging & mocking, from the long journey of Via Dolorosa to the cross of Calvary...

It was not the nails that held Him on the cross, but His love for us... The love that beyond our human mind can fathom.

I often pray that I would be able to understand, or catch a glimpse of the extend of His love for me, help me Lord!
May the power of Your love change my stone-cold heart...
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Petra VBS 2008

*cough cough sneeze sneeze*

Back from Camp Transformation for almost a week, and I am sick for a week too...

Went to see doctor for the back pain+ sore throat + cough; cost me RM130 inclusive of the electric physiotherapy... The doctor said I had a sever muscle pull konon-nye, and that is not the end of the bad news yet... He said, I need about 6 - 10 weeks to fully recover! *faint*

Have not get hold of all the camp photo yet, so Camp post on hold.

Anyhow, I wanted to give thanks for the Camp, and also for the VBS!

Brought my niece to the VBS, for the 2nd time after last year.
Last year attempt wasn't that successful, she only stayed for half a day out of 2 days, then she merajuk say tired wanna go home =.=*

But this year she stayed for full 2 days! Without my company too!
I send her to the VBS before I go to work in the morning, and when I come home, I asked her about the happenings at VBS.

Though there were some hick up at the beginning - you can see her sour face at the first picture below, haha!
But am truly glad she enjoyed the VBS programme eventually, note the smiley face after that =)

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There is no other way

At times, I am so lost and I always wonder, what will be the plan You in store for me...
I want to run, I want to hide, but no avail - there is no other way...

[God desires] not that He may say to them, "Look how mighty I am, and go down upon your knees and worship", for power alone was never yet worthy of prayer; but that He may say thus: "Look, my children, you will never be strong but with my strength. I have no other to give you. And that you can get only by trusting in me. I can not give it you any other way. There is no other way.
~ George Macdonald ~
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Back from Camp'08

Camp Transformation 2008 : 30th May ~ 3rd Jun 2008